No longer will I define myself to be the one you love. Your selfish neglect will further my distance. Is that what you want? Truly really deeply down I thought you could have been the one.Is that my naivete or your smooth will to want it all?I failed myself for falling. You failed me too for posing.Who am I to still listen for your call. I wait with all my heart. All that is left anyway. With every word I type I shrink and grow smaller. As if your response would save me now. Its long gone and has been for quite some time. Perhaps my eyes are finally open. Open to your small man status. If you are as weak only in my eyes, why does my heart not see? Was there anything I could have done? Id rewrite our history if I could. Even start over to risk just one more chance. The pain has been unbearable. Inconsolable I seem. Empathy must not be your strong suit. If only youd fit your feet in mine. Our fingers used to do it well. What possible satisfaction could I gain in your misery? Knowing you miss me would be a nice first step. Returning my calls to talk to me, not my friends. I want to wish you happiness, I want to wish you health. All I can wonder is if Ill ever get over you.
